Here is something about me..
My dreams and desires.. Must come true for me. I will not have it any other way. Another thing, I do not like to fucking work. "Work Hard" they say. "No" I say.
With these two things in mind.. How tf am I going to do this? I don't know, and to be honest. I don't think I need to know. I think there is something that is way bigger than me, my mind or you. This bigger thing is what created my desires and what created me to hate working.
I am not a forcer. Force for me, does not work. When I am tired, I don't go on. I pause. I stop. I rest. When my energy returns, I start again.
I am connected deeply to nature and the energy around me. When I read the current astrology reading of the times, I always feel tingles or amazement at the accuracy of what is happening in the stars correlates to my life events and feelings.
Nature knows. Nature has a time for everything. For rest, for retreat, for planting, for growing, for pausing, for fruiting, for reaping, for letting go, for decomposing, for dying, for birthing. For everything.
This means to me, when I am upset or in a negative mood, it is okay. It is naturally. This is the time for it. I know this will come to an end, and I will be stable again.
This is one of the biggest lessons I teach others. In those moments, let it fucking be. Be aware and conscious in those negative moments. Be aware that they are going to pass.
If we aren't aware, we feed them. We get more angry and more upset for being upset. Instead of being upset about an issue, we drag on being upset way longer than it could be.
Not only that, but we train ourselves to always do this. That's not good. Its negative. And creates way more pain than is needed.
So stop doing that. I can teach you the tools I use in my emotional and negative moments so that they don't drag on.
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